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LIGHT AND LOVE
I AM

I am a diamond, clouded with faults and blemishes
A channel for the Divine seeking crystal clarity
To be the clearest crystal channel possible is my most fervent desire
In my quest for this clarity, everything fear-based arose
Slowly at first drop by drop, nudging but not rocking my boat
My commitment strengthened and the drops came faster and faster
Overtaking, overwhelming and running me
I went to the refuge available – Within
I cried to the Divine through the Mother
Take this from me, give me back my memory, open the door and let me see
Who I am, what this is all about, where this is all going, why I am here
Despair grew rapidly, consuming me, threatening imminent destruction
A message sent repeatedly for months froze into place before me
Recognition, understanding and acceptance flooded in
A gift so simple, too simple had been given to me
Pain and agony instantly replaced with the Stillness of

“NOW”

I float in blissful, sweet Peace
“NOW - we may begin,” whispers the Divine
I follow my beacon to a place so far away – HOME
I am going home to visit this place so far
To the sun beyond the sun beyond the sun
I am there, LIGHT greets and enfolds me, I am home
Softly the voice bids me to remember the promise-- it is time
I enter into LIGHT and together we journey back
Through dimensions, realms, galaxies, into my universe
Past the planets, stars and moon
To the sun beyond the sun
Through the clouds, back to Earth-into my body
Entering through the crown, LIGHT intensifies his vibration until it is white-hot
Tendrils shooting out in all directions in search of
All the dark corners and crevices where fear hides
Consuming cremating, cauterizing as he passes through my entire being
At last all that is left is a bright shell flooded with LIGHT
Still LIGHT flows in, hotter and stronger
Seeking he flows out the soles of my feet into the earth
Racing down the channel that connects me to Mother Earth
Ending in the Crystal Sphere that sits atop the Master Crystal Cylinder
This is the heart of Mother Earth

LIGHT fills first the Sphere then the Cylinder, finally overflowing
Tendrils shooting out in all directions in search of
All the dark corners and crevices where fear hides
This fear that is not of the Earth and lies within her
Fear we have unthinkingly, unfeelingly cast off onto her
She has held patiently and willingly for us
LIGHT consuming, cremating, cauterizing as he passes through
At last Mother Earth is purified, the darkness banished
LIGHT burns brightly, no longer searching
Mother Earth is filled to overflowing
Her heart opens completely, LOVE radiates out
She sends LOVE out, flowing abundantly to join with LIGHT
Flowing together up, up the channel to the soles of my feet
Entering the illuminated shell, retracing LIGHT’s path
LOVE gently heals all that has been consumed, cremated and cauterized
LIGHT and LOVE swirling, dancing until they are One
They embrace me, tenderly and gently rocking me as they hold me
Whispering soothingly: I love you, you are safe, All is well
I am filled overflowing
My heart opens completely, LIGHT and LOVE radiate out
I send LIGHT and LOVE out, onto and into the Whole that is me
Flora, fauna, insect, cetacean, bird, human
All that lives in and on the earth, water and air
Up through the clouds, stars, moon, planets, and universe
Through the galaxies, dimensions and realms
Back to the sun, beyond the sun, beyond the sun
All the way back to the Source—the Divine
My questions answered, my quest fulfilled
My inner eye opens and sees
All, all this is me and more—

LIGHT and LOVE
I AM

Tricia 10/1/95