Dear brothers and sisters. I want to share my great, short tale of how ashtar command has heped me so much, and felt so right in my heart.
I had been a young person, who would always want to find out more about aliens, space, planets, etc. since my childhood on earth. This as i gradually got older, had been clouded by negativity, religion, television, materialistic things, etc.
But.... there was always this little feeling in my heart, some small voice and felling, which told me to find out more. I have always been a person to question alot, and go further and further, but i did this while following my heart, which i hadnt been aware of untill around a year ago or so.
When 2007 had ended, i was in a time of stress, fear, sadness and some depression which had been very harmfull at the time. people were being struck by disease, loved ones passed on, while people were really mean to me.
i eventually realised, why cant we just get help, i dont feel like i am from earth, but my mind told me to face up to , what i thought at the time to be "reality".
i thought , "NO!" i got a great feeling of a missing past always in my life, since having bursts of emotions throught the night, to great moments of peace and love at times too. I decided to find out more about cosmic races and such, i came across the topic "Ashtar Command", ( this was a while before i had awakened fully ) which i first discovered at the Brother Vetirus site, with the vrillon message on ITN.
I then searched it on google, and that was to be one of the best choices i had ever made. This ashtar command site has been so helpfull in my worst times, helped my health, even learned me to find love with all. But what was so great about it was, it seemed very clear and familiar, very real in my heart.
Of course i tried to tell my friends and family about it, but when i did they thought of me as crazy , or said things like, "c`mon, your`e smarter than that junk" which did not at all influence this, as they did not understand like i did, i followed my true inner self.
it was all great, BUT, when the negative posts came creeping in, i got horrible senses of dread, fear, and negativity again, which i really did not need.
I just want to state a few things about these posts, and to the people who live in fear and not love. I do not have time for them anymore as it is not the time to doubt, or question this kind of thing.
It has been mentioned many times before in channelings( yes ill admit, they can be dangerous, but not all are remember ), books, speeches, by videos and people here at AC, about how it there are beings who PRETEND to be light and loving, which can be true in some cases.
ALAJE has said many times, in different comments and videos:
"dont be shocked, when you see thousands of ships in the sky, find out which ones are sending love, which are the spirituall ones. there are many dark beings of this universe who pretend to be of the light, who communicate through channeling to get imformation about this. more important is the developement of your`e conciousness. A negative human is trying to argue and make you angry an upset, while a posotive human is giving you love, help and knowledge."
( please forgive me if the quote was not very accurate as i just took several parts from comments and videos.)
i have always belived since i have awakened that i have several missions on earth, but the main one for me was to help people, and teach the light to everyone at thier time on earth. it may not have been, but it feels that way in my heart.
I Leave now with these short words,
"follow your heart" "there is nothing to fear" "LOVE is the key"
as i have said on my page at a certain point,
"everyone is a Hero and a Teacher"
much Blessings of love and light to you all*
Namaste*
Owen