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Permalink Reply by john andrews on April 26, 2008 at 8:18am

are life lessons are sometimes very hard and no one but are higher selfs can ease them ther are sometimes people that can help point the way but it up to us to decern the truth the passing of a loved one who we might not have spent as much time whith as we would have liked and left things unsaid is not the end i think her movement and sound after death is the messege to you that death does not exist shes sent you agreat message medatate and talk whith her shes listening if you have unsaid words or unresoulved feelings thers an opertunety to do so I hope this helps I know the pain that one can feel from such a thing peace love light one stair at a time namaste

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Permalink Reply by VirtualEvie on April 29, 2008 at 1:08pm

i appreciate your reply and am grateful for your compassionate insight. Before she died, i knew that she would "awake" exactly where she thought she would (paradise), and would then be lovingly shown the truth of death as the natural cycle of life. Mom may have had a hard time understanding that her beliefs while she was alive, were not upheld after death. I felt like she could not cope or understand where she is now. She may have been confused and refused (or been unable) to adjust to her spiritual reality in death.

Everyone whom I knew that died has come to me in my dreams within days of their deaths, except Mom. All of them were able to communicate verbally with me in my dreams and were also able to let me know that they live still, just "somewhere" else.

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Permalink Reply by VirtualEvie on April 29, 2008 at 1:20pm

Hello Thomas, thank you for your reply, I appreciate your thoughts. The day she decided to give up her fight for life and enter hospice, I wanted to put the past behind us and tried to tell her. All she would do is smile at me even though she was still able to talk. I realized that she didn't want to dredge all of that up at the eleventh hour, so I let it go. I stayed with her around the clock for the next seven days, doing anything and everything I could to help her find peace.

The day before her funeral I found a journal (the only one in her effects) where she had written about her feelings for me. She hated me and believed I was an evil person for trying to take my daughter away from Jehovah. The thoughts and feelings in her journal shredded my heart. I did not grieve for her, because I knew her pain, suffering and confusion were over. I believed that she would find peace in death.

When I was little, Mom would listen to and interpret my dreams every morning. I have always been a profuse, imaginative dreamer and she helped me to understand them. I wish I could understand this one.

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Permalink Reply by Vagelis on May 4, 2008 at 10:27pm

..hi...i believe your mom left unfinished bussiness with her self before she died, cause she was living through her mind till the last day of her death... i believe she was brainwashed her whole life (like most people) without even knowing that she was...(but thats just my opinion)...
to see her like this in the dream dont give me good impresion cause it left u drained afterwards...(maybe her moan was the realisation after death, that all her believes about life, religion and such, were just man made BS and she found out that they were meaningless in the time of death...)..
i wish for her if there is life after death to find some peace,and move to higher vibrations....and move on with the evolvement of her spirit....
i believe u did the best from your part to be in peace with her..and u must release her energy off of you,if u still have it! Maybe the dream was for this...a sign that u must release her energy out of you...or that u must take your energy back !

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