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O.K. .. Hi all

I have been searching for my twin .. and not specifically in the physical form ..

I find out at the age of 34yrs of age after calling my mother on the phone that she had '2' heart beats in her tummy all the way through her pregnancy without fail ... I have always felt like there is something missing, also I have had many out of body experiences all my life .. I have even had trouble waking up as in .... sometimes I 'think' I have gotten up to go to the toilet only to find that I am still out of my body and each time I have gone back to lay in my body I have experienced a feeling of being completely STUCK of which I would then have to relax into myself and THEN and ONLY then would I be able to get up with all bodies getting up together, however, on many occasions (as I said earlier) I think I am totally in my body and are truly awake in the physical but it is not always the case. I can still be out of my body and it can take up to 5 to 6 times before I reach the space of actually being awake in the physical to get up. It doesn't freak me out anymore ...

I always wonder about a 'part' of me being somewhere else or another entity that I am in tune with that I haven't met yet. I have been out there so to speak and seen 6 moons .. one hidden behind the 5th .. it was clear as day ... they were as bright as the purest white and I saw them straight on .. I was whisped straight back to my body where I found a creature of some sort looking at me that was pulsating it's legs over a bubble around my body laying there in front of me. I have never forgotten this .. I have never needed nor have I aver seen a silver chord either ..

Getting back to the twin thing ... My mother told me after I said to her that I wished I had a twin that I was the only child born and yet they were waiting for the second child AND she tells me 34 years later that she gave birth to the second baby in her dream that NIGHT!!!

Work this one out .. It certainly made me feel good as to the fact that I was supposed to be a TWIN .. However still leaves me with a sense of loss.

Also .. I write ALOT .. mostly in poetic or lyric form .. however ... I actually have to go back and re read what I have written and look up in the dictionary what some words mean as I mostly have no idea at all where the words came from as I did not stay at school very long at all and the words that seem to come on and off are words that are in no way in my vocabulary system. It only takes me a MOMENT to write something .. There is NO thinking whatsoever .

Anybody out there with any insight would be much appreciated in regard to TWIN theory AND AUTOMATIC writing.

Bless all ... Robby J

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HI .. I haven't had anyone give insight into this .. I wondered if I had my twin born after to someone else ... and is walking the planet looking for me? Is this possible? as there has to be something in the fact that my mother gave birth to the other twin in her dream the night I was born ... Does one have to be here for a while before one is accepted or is it just that no one knows what to say about my situation .. bless all .. Robby

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Hi Robby J :)

You brought up some interesting points when you mentioned that your mother had 2 heartbeats in her tummy. WOW! I've been thinking about this possibility for awhile because I just can't prove it by any conventional means. I have heard of just a few others like yourself tell these stories. Paula, herself feels like she is pregnant and yet every time she goes in they tell her, no. She feels this strongly but - it is what it is. I've already dreamed of my unborn son, anyway. He will be in this world or that world. I can't wait :)

Paula is actually working on an article that may better explain this from a woman's point of view. She says she has six pages written :) and I believe it would give another perspective to this experience which is important.

Sorry if you think we ignored you. The things you bring to the table are things that I understand and wonder about. Only reason I haven't responded sooner is because I am trying to provide for 2 children, hold a job that will be gone anyway, build a web site to help and share information with other people on their paths, and connect with the other half of myself who happens to be incarnate. I've got quite the schedule but I always find time for question like yours :)

Thanks

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THnx .. I would like to read what your wife has to say .. if she keeps getting the feel she is pregnant .. it may be that an idea is going to manifest sooner rater than later especially if she has had the feel a few times ... I know that sometimes souls want to be physical drawn into the body of a certain other soul but still wait for the right time of the awareness to quantum leap so to speak ... Maybe there is ur unborn child knocking at your doors yet waiting for this moment of a realization yo are both coming into .. it could be many things though ...especially if the soul is from another galaxy/planet - old soul .. needs to be perfected timing .... seems you may be in for a ultruistic manifestation of a gift for you both that will need much spiritual nurturing .. thnx bless u both .. Robby .. if yo have any info on what I wrote I would appreciate it ...

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