O.K. .. Hi all
I have been searching for my twin .. and not specifically in the physical form ..
I find out at the age of 34yrs of age after calling my mother on the phone that she had '2' heart beats in her tummy all the way through her pregnancy without fail ... I have always felt like there is something missing, also I have had many out of body experiences all my life .. I have even had trouble waking up as in .... sometimes I 'think' I have gotten up to go to the toilet only to find that I am still out of my body and each time I have gone back to lay in my body I have experienced a feeling of being completely STUCK of which I would then have to relax into myself and THEN and ONLY then would I be able to get up with all bodies getting up together, however, on many occasions (as I said earlier) I think I am totally in my body and are truly awake in the physical but it is not always the case. I can still be out of my body and it can take up to 5 to 6 times before I reach the space of actually being awake in the physical to get up. It doesn't freak me out anymore ...
I always wonder about a 'part' of me being somewhere else or another entity that I am in tune with that I haven't met yet. I have been out there so to speak and seen 6 moons .. one hidden behind the 5th .. it was clear as day ... they were as bright as the purest white and I saw them straight on .. I was whisped straight back to my body where I found a creature of some sort looking at me that was pulsating it's legs over a bubble around my body laying there in front of me. I have never forgotten this .. I have never needed nor have I aver seen a silver chord either ..
Getting back to the twin thing ... My mother told me after I said to her that I wished I had a twin that I was the only child born and yet they were waiting for the second child AND she tells me 34 years later that she gave birth to the second baby in her dream that NIGHT!!!
Work this one out .. It certainly made me feel good as to the fact that I was supposed to be a TWIN .. However still leaves me with a sense of loss.
Also .. I write ALOT .. mostly in poetic or lyric form .. however ... I actually have to go back and re read what I have written and look up in the dictionary what some words mean as I mostly have no idea at all where the words came from as I did not stay at school very long at all and the words that seem to come on and off are words that are in no way in my vocabulary system. It only takes me a MOMENT to write something .. There is NO thinking whatsoever .
Anybody out there with any insight would be much appreciated in regard to TWIN theory AND AUTOMATIC writing.
Bless all ... Robby J
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