What it's like to find your Twin Flame

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Permalink Reply by Brendan and Paula on June 17, 2008 at 4:39pm

I know what you mean by that feeling of death or dying. When we're separated for whatever reason, we feel this. It's like death, but at the soul level - which seems worse. It must be so hard to not be able to unite. I can only imagine what you are feeling. You've given me an idea to add a new question/answers to our website, on the "signs" page. Perhaps, you can find some answers there, too. www.collapsingduality.com

Stay in touch with us :)
Paula and Brendan

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Permalink Reply by Brendan and Paula on June 18, 2008 at 11:32pm

It's too hard for me to say whether or not he is your soulmate or twin. Do you feel a deep connection with him? Is it like deja vu? When you say you can't get through to him, are you saying that he's not open to you? In the beginning of my relationship with my twin flame, there was a period when it came time to separate (because we live apart still) we would emotionally shut down. Do you suppose this is what is going on with him? Maybe he is scared because when two people are so alike, he sees a bit of himself in you.

Peace and love to you, Bellamie

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Permalink Reply by Ash on July 7, 2008 at 7:34pm

I believe I found my twin flame. My only problem is we are no longer together. I won't get into the story because I'd be here all day talking about how wonderful it is. We are at seperate points in our life. I'm well on my way to the 5th dimension and he is heavily trapt in the 3rd and wishes to have no assistance in escaping. He is two years younger than me and has a lot of growing and experiencing to do. He has a lot of personal healing that needs done and he wants to go it alone. So many forces have pulled us apart, and I believe it to be for the best, but if he is truly my other half will we be together in time again? Or, is it possible that you will meet in this life time but not necissarily stay together?

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Permalink Reply by Brendan and Paula on July 7, 2008 at 11:00pm

Hi Ash - I understand completely about the forces that seem to pull you in different directions. I think it is certainly possible to be together again. My twin and I still live apart but know that we will be together some day soon :) It is also possible that you may reconnect in another lifetime. Our last incarnation (my twin and I) we remember ourselves as kids that had a close bond. Well I hope that your twin can find that certain something to bring you two back together. Best wishes, Ash :) And if you ever want to share your story you are certainly welcome to do so on our site - www.collapsingduality.com Everybody is welcome there..

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Permalink Reply by Brendan and Paula on July 10, 2008 at 1:09am

Dreamer - TY for stopping by and checking out the site/signing the guestbook :) Thanks for sharing this story. It can be a long road sometimes - this whole Twin Flame thing. Paula and I know what you mean about the whole beating heart thing :) I think it's just another confirmation of how you are so connected with the twin. Thanks again - Brendan

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Permalink Reply by Joanna on September 13, 2008 at 8:27pm

I am very sure I met my twin flame. Just too much surrounding our strange relationship for it not to be my twin. I met him online, still have not met him in person, but I just know for a fact that we will meet in person. Every so often he contacts me, and then suddenly as things get really intense he goes very quiet and ignores me. He has admited that he loves me, and we both agreed right in the beginning that the connection between us is very intense and powerful. Its almost as if he is in denial. I started getting a light spark flashing in my eye. I started hearing voices, and seeing shadows, all sorts of stranges things started happening in my life directly after I met him. I had a shadow come over me for 3 nights, and on the 5th day received a message to say that he had been in a serious car accident and will contact me when he is out of hospital. Of course he never contacted me. He finally made contact after being quiet for 16 months, and he confirmed the exact time of the accident. I asked him about the light flashes in the eye, but I asked him in such a way to make it seem that I was not sure what is going on, and if he had ever experienced it. His reply was abrupt, " Go live in your dream world, I live in real world." The way he replied implied that he knew exactly what I was referring to. So do you think he has those light flashes, and if they occur at the same times mine do? There are so many strange things, far too many to mention here. I also have dreams that are so REAL, I feel confused and crazy when I wake up, he comforts me, I can feel his warmth, smell him, feel his breath and his voice in my ear. I can taste him because he kisses me. All my senses become involved in my dreams of him, I am sure that is how I will find he tastes and smells when I meet him in the flesh.Also, I started seeing the 11:11 numbers very often, and I see those numbers more frequently now. I love him completely unconditionally, no jealousy or anger at his strange behaviour, maybe he feels this is not normal and cannot understand a love he cannot control....or do you think he doesn't love me at all. He has never blocked me in any way, just goes very quiet at times. My intuition tells me that we are meant for each other, and our time will come when the time is right. Perhaps what I am going through with him is a sort of test, to strengthen me, teach me about unconditional love, and to prepare me spiritually for a love of a different kind, the ultimate love. Perhaps all of you out there can share your opinions. Thank you all.

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Permalink Reply by Brendan and Paula on September 16, 2008 at 2:02am

The 11 11 sign as I have come to know it, is a master number and one of the signs of awakening. IT sounds like you are connecting with him in your dream state which can be common among Twins. You asked: does the universe start preparing you? All I know is, before I met my Twin I wanted nothing to do with love because I had just lost my sister and believe me, I looked for excuses to run from my twin flame and am glad I did not. For you, how do you feel? Do you feel tested by the universe? Up until the time you began to get to know your Twin, was there a "trigger" that may have led you to him, such as a loss, a time of grief, or an awakening of some sort? And those tests :) those are just that and there will be many more even after you come together. Don't get me wrong, the Twin Flame love is unlike any other but you will be tested in every way, shape and form.

Blessings
Brendan

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Permalink Reply by Joanna on September 13, 2008 at 8:35pm

Also, please tell me this, does the universe start preparing both the twins for awakening at the same time before they meet either in person or online, or do they meet first then start their spiritual path seperately but at the same time? There is so much I want to know, read so much about twin souls already, but to hear others opinions will be far greater value.

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Permalink Reply by Brendan and Paula on September 16, 2008 at 2:04am

I would say that you should examine your life up until the time you became aware of your Twin and you may find something, something like a trigger which set these events in motion. I have found many commonalities in Twin relationships where this seems to apply. I don't know why, but I think it has to do with learning experiences and love and loss.

:) Brendan

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Permalink Reply by Joanna on September 16, 2008 at 8:50am

I lost my baby girl 8 years ago, it was intra uterine death, and I had to deal with my loss quickly, so many changes in a second. The doctors refused to induce labour, and removed the baby during a D&C. As you can imagine, it offered no closure. I had to cope on my own, everybody around me could not understand how I could feel a loss for a child I have never even held in my arms, but they obviously didn't realize that I held her in my heart, I still do. A pregnant woman is emotionally involved right from the time of conceiving. It was at that point after a year of grieving that I started looking at my life differently, also changing towards other people. I became more understanding and tolerant of others. I first started seeing the 11:11 numbers 7 years ago, it was not that often, but still it happened. I see them frequently now...2-4 times per week. Sometimes when I pray, it seems I receive an answer through email, it comes as a message from a friend that reminds me of Gods love, and when I look at the time, it shows email was sent at 11:11am. I have mentioned about all my strange experiences. Now more and more is happening. I seem to hear myself when in deep meditation, I will ask for guidance, I will actually hear myself ask, then I will hear the reply. It is so amazing. I asked for love, and also for all the money due to me to get paid, as some of my clients are slow with paying and it gets me into a difficult spot. Well, all of a sudden I heard that all will be okay, I stated saying thank you for the money, thank yoy for the love, I repeated this over and over, but it was not really me saying thank you, it was just words pouring out of me, my heart beats faster and then I calm down. Then the next thing I found myself floating, I laid down, and all of a sudden I was speeding away high above ground. I saw a desert, lots of sand and dunes, just sparsley scattered little trees here and there, I was travelling really fast, then suddenly he was with me, and he tells me that I must be patient, I am not quite ready, when the time is right we will be together. He says he loves me, he will always love me, because it is meant to be that way. He touches me and we start making love, I see something that looks like an oval or egg shape, its made of coloured light, purples, maeuves, and pinks, as we touch, these colours move around and mix. I seem to have this amazing feeling, as if I orgasm from my toes to the top of my head. During this love making, I make strange sounds, I cannot control what comes out of my mouth, its as if I am moaning in ecstacy, but in a foreign language. I simply submit to this, because it seems I have no control. This love making has happened twice now, on 14th and 15th September. Also about the money, I was told not to worry, things will sort out, and I have since received 5 large amounts of outstanding money, yeaterday and this morning. I asked what my purpose is, and was told, that which I am attracted to, which always just comes to me, that I must work as a healer, that I am love, and all emotional healing and counselling is what my purpose is. A few weeks ago, I was thinking of starting a group and setting up a website, but was not sure. Well I got my answer, I was told if I want to do that, it will be the right thing to do, and I will receive all the guidance I need, BUT, I must answer straight away, if I say yes, then I will get all the help, but I must not put it off. These are now things that takes place in my life daily. I often feel like I am high, I will giggle, and talk, but I cannot stop talking, the words pour out. I am so worried that I may say some wrong things, what then. I am now called a crazy space cadet. Please tell me this is normal, and that I am not going crazy. I found a site on symptoms of Kundalini, and all of those are what I am going through, but I don't understand where the twin soul fits into kundalini. Perhaps you can explain. Thank you so much for your reply.

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Permalink Reply by Brendan and Paula on September 23, 2008 at 2:15am

Is it normal for people to call you a "crazy space cadet?" Absolutly! When we tell these true stories to people who are not ready for them, they can reply with a whole myriad of answers, some outright negative while others are more cunning but the intent is always the same.

For instance: I would love to tell my mother exactly what I am going through and how amazing it is, but I know that she wouldn't understand. I've even danced around the subject with her to get a feel for it, but I know she won't understand. Why should she or anyone when these paths we're all on, are personal - each one unique.

I've learned that we really can't tell or guide anyone along their unique path because we're not the ones calling the shots once we make that decision to go down that spiritual path, like you did. All you can do is be guided by the source and follow your heart.

That money thing you mention is so right :) I believe that it is designed that way so that we can understand that material things have no part on this journey.

Next time you're in deep meditation, pray and send it forth and see if you can see a flash of light. This is something new with me and was wondering if you got the same thing.

In lovemaking in the spirit way (which also has many physical effects) what you describe sounds - spot on :) Nothing else like it in the world.

Also, careful not to go to sleep meditating as it can make for a shallow night of sleep - which the body needs. I tend to do this a lot and I really feel it when it happens too much. I am currently suffering from Kundalini overload as I recently found out, lol. I think I need a break but how can I shut a door that is wide open now :)

Thanks for writing and keep the questions coming. I don't know everything about this ya know :) but it is fun to share the experiences of our unique paths and find commonalities in them. That's where the fun is.

Blessings,
Brendan

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Permalink Reply by Joanna on September 23, 2008 at 7:02am

Oh Thank you Brendan, this whole spiritual path is so new to me, and very wonderful. Looking back I can see that it never just happened overnight, it has been gradual and is coming on very fast now. My outlook on life has changed drastically, for instance MY PURPOSE IN LIFE.....that is something everybody always asks and only think of what they can do or earn....but for me it is just my life itself. I feel every persons purpose in life really is to live live to the fullest and to embrace every moment, the good and the not so good...its about learning to overcome and to just go with the flow. We need to change only that which we can, and accept what we cannot change. To love unconditionally and to always find the good in all, after all, we were all born good, human nature is basically good, and so we need to understand the behaviour of people and not just judge. So my purpose is to live my life with a clear conscience and to love all unconditionally. I have forgiven myself for all the wrong I have done, I love myself and accept who I am, I respect myself and feel the same love and respect for others. I no longer live in fear of what others think and in so doing I have become very confident in communicating. I just talk....no matter what....lol. I no longer look at death as something to fear, I see it as moving onto something greater. My purpose is to just be myself, and be happy. To be happy for others and to just carry on loving, no matter what. There are days that I feel so emotional, I cry but I am happy, not sad. I feel such joy, and so much compassion for those in pain. I am very blessed and absolutely love the fact that there are so many of us out there. You are right, to think differently does not make us crazy, it makes us unique and very beautiful. I know that this is what I was created for.....just LOVE. Only problem with me right now is....he is so far away, and it seems he is afraid and in denial. Men in general are so different, unless they understand what is truly going on, they fight it, to them love needs to be tangible. I guess a man loves to be in control of their emotions, and this kind of love connection is not tangible (at least not at first). It is very difficult with so much distance. In the meantime, I believe that God would NOT have brought any of this on me unless it is part of the greater plan. There will come the day when I meet him, and only then will he know the truth, and if it is Gods will then we will be together. This truly is a beautiful love, the ultimate love, it is Gods love.

Blessings to all.
Joanna

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