Space Ship - Not Yet???

There wasn’t the large ship that we all where anxiously waiting for. Please don’t give up hope, they are there. I physically was drained yesterday. Last night’s sky was clear and filled with stars, around 9 pm I sat outside looking around in hopes of something, after all I had astral visited the smaller ships and what the large one was capable of. I also wanted answers. I was watching two particular stars as I recalled my visit two months ago, they had a little more movement than their normal twinkle. I then became fixed upon them. THEN! I saw a light in the shape of a crescent moon flash next to one of the stars, the “first thought” what is this! Then I thought maybe some sort of lightning. NO…too clear of a sky for any lightning or thundering, besides since when does lightning have a curve. I was looking deeper into the sky now, then it happened again at a different angle still the same shape, this went on maybe 10 to 20 min. each time was 2-3 min. apart from each other the light was scanning slightly in between two stars, the star to the right a little larger than the other, the light scanned both sides of the one to the right the larger of the two and at one point there was a very slight image of a very large star with beams of light shooting out from it many times the size of the other two. Now when the light was scanning slightly between the two I kept thinking that it was the large ship and they had cloaked themselves. And that they where showing me this. I really thought I was about to see it at any moment, that it was about to unveil. I have at other points in my life had the veil between our world and beyond revealed, so I know of this!!!... only the slight image of the very large “star form w/beams of light” came in. Oh Well, that’s all. I went inside and I heard in my head “do you want to hear”- I said no… … … I will stay with visual. Maybe today maybe tomorrow it does not matter. We need to carry their love within us always the best we can…
Celan