Reiki healing request

Hello everyone,

Let me introduce myself to the ones here I don't yet know... my name is André and I live in a coastal city called Setúbal, on the north coast of a river called Sado and about 35 miles (50km) south of Lisbon, Portugal's capital.

I've been, without knowing (at least until March 2008) in a process of getting free from my ego... it all started like 5 years ago when I invoked one of the shiniest angels that have been helping me... he allowed and gave me a small notion of what would be like to be free from ego, emotionally free and aware... it was like a 1 hour meditation where all was in peace in and outside of me.

Well, I stand here because I've choose to walk trough with my intention on that gold... I've woke up to who I truly Am and started to focus on that and less on my own ego. I must say this journey is never easy... personally I had (and still have some) self-esteem/acceptance issues and I've already walked a long way till present day.

My current issue is still other's opinion about me and I have been atracting lots of that to my life... to me that has been a tough weight since it's one of the most (if not the most) heavy karmic characteristics I have to go trough... I center too much in what others think about me and not that much (yet) on who I am.

The result to this is that I get uncomfortable when I am with many people and of course people notice I am tense with no reason. I've been working my self-esteem trough self acceptance and by centering on my Self, on my heart... it's specially difficult to me cause I sense surrounding energies and I get to feel much more that would be comfortable to me... whenever I get more fragile I feel like a hole on my Aura in my back dorsal region... it's a pretty common feeling on those times and it probably happens (or so I feel so) because the back of our body is related with the past (and karma)...

Well, I would like to learn reiki on my own and self heal myself since there is just so many healing to do on this Earth but I feel I'm stuck until I get trough all this situation and that's why I am asking for your help...

If you are able and willing to send some good intentions, some light and love and some reiki healing to another lightworker just for love and compassion please do, I really could use it my friends.


Much Love and Light to every single soul who is reading this post,
Dre


PS: If there's anything else you would like to know feel free to ask me trough mail or comment on my page.