Changes of Emotional State

I feel like I should share with others of you out here on this website, the amazing experience I have had in the past day or so. Whenever I was not busy or active or working on a project for school and I sat down at home I have to say I think I was depressed. I had a feeling of ache and loneliness despite the friends and family I had that I knew loved me.

All of this changed when I began to hear of the amazing news of 10/14/08

Ever since I was a child I believed in aliens and other beings. Being indoctrinated in christian religion for the first 17 years of my life greatly affected me until two years ago when I decided to become an agnostic and six months ago a flat out athiest. Freeing myself from the old institutions of religion were are huge step for me.

When I first saw Blossom's prediction on youtube I was highly skeptical I looked at the calendar and said no way is this possible the 14th is next week. I wrote it off and went to bed. As I was asleep I went to the same old feelings of emptiness that not even Christianity was able to fill. A feeling like a toxic pit of a fruit was inside me, but suddenly something that I cannot explain happened. That toxic feeling exploded into an overwhelming surge of a feeling of warmth and happiness that I have NEVER in my life felt before. I have felt this for 48 hours straight with definite rise and decline point but it is constant. This feeling is what I wanted in Christianity but it never provided it for me. When I first felt the surge of warmth and happiness I asked almost instinctively if it was the GFL who gave me this feeling and I heard in the back of my head a yes.

I feel like I am subconsciously somehow being prepared for this event, like I am awakening all on my own without any knowledge of newage beliefs. If anything this is more proof that these beings are here.

Namasté